Friday, November 16, 2007

I am so lonely

I am homesick..
I found my first boyfriend ever "high school" on facebook, we chatted for so long about what happened in our last 7 years since we parted.. it feels real good to be able to be friends now..

I am longing for someone whome i should stop thinking about cos its so wrong, and a third person is trying to get close to me and i am sort of allowing them "being extra super scared about it", with all this taking place, i still feel so lonely and i just wanna cry.

Damn, i remember the last time i was feeling like this, it was in the UK "2 years ago", and even though i was deeply in love with my boyfriend over there, i still had those moments.

I am worried that i will never be secured emotionally,, and i am more worried what that will mean if i ever decided to get married!!

5 Comments:

At 1:41 AM, November 17, 2007, Blogger dishevelled said...

I hear you - I'm in the exact same situation :(

 
At 8:08 AM, November 17, 2007, Blogger Blue Ice Envy said...

Where are you now?

 
At 1:15 PM, November 17, 2007, Blogger Hasan.B said...

That is very abnormal.

 
At 4:15 PM, November 18, 2007, Blogger Exceer said...

Dishevelled, then you must feel the cr*p way i feel.. sorry bout that for both of us ..

Blue ice, i am in Kuwait but i am homesick to where i was raised "not q8"

Hasan, what is abnormal ??

 
At 6:57 PM, December 14, 2007, Blogger Delicately Realistic said...

Dont get into something just cuz ur lonely. Its the worst combination.
;>

 

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